The Drumming Song

Louder than Sirens

Louder than Bells

Sweeter than Heaven

Hotter than Hell

I bought Florence + the Machine's album "Lungs" today. It's great. It's got some really powerful sounding sounds, yet some fun songs. I guess I'd call it emotional, not emo. Nowhere near emo. Trust me, no screaming. Just really loud yelling.

*crack*

I wonder if i'll snap. And if so, when?

I think it's quite possible, and if it happens, I wonder if it will be a benefit to me or not.

So I broke my girlfriend's finger by pushing her down while she was on roller skis. Now there's a major chance she won't get to participate in her favorite sport that she's really good at and she could have actually gone past states this year. And It's

All

My

Fucking
Fault.

If she can't ski, I don't think I'll ever feel as guilty as this again.

FML

but her life is probably worse right now. And know what's pissing me off? People are sorry for ME! Why ME? Be sorry for Kymmie! Jeez. Stupid sympathetic people. Everyone should be assholes and fuck off.

:)

I Wanted to Blog Something

Life 3

Life is about as easy as kicking a dead whale across the beach.

Angels

and Oh-oh.

My heart has flown to you just like a dove

it can fly, it can fly

And oh-oh

please take my heart and keep it close to you

Take it in, take it in

I think this song has one of the most beautiful choruses of all time, strategically contrasted with a tense and minor verse.

Just Thought You'd Like to Know...

The First Eagle Scout died of colon cancer.

Life 2

To be happy?

Or maybe to die happily?

Or maybe both. By being consistently happy, dying happy has a higher likelihood.

Decisions

The Hardest decision of the holiday season...

To Eggnog?

Or to Clementine?

Maybe I should blog about something interesting.

Lists

Remember how I said I was so busy? I worked from 9:00 am this morning to 11:00 pm today. I did take breaks to eat though. Just working on my Eagle Scout Project mostly, and some schoolwork too. I've never worked that much in a day in my Life. Here's my list for tomorrow, It's insane.

• Send SATs to Colleges
• Send Transcripts to Colleges
• Ask Ms. Antonelle how she wants Transcript Request forms
• Start Common App
• Find out what colleges take which applications
• Revise Eagle Packet
• Ask Mr. Stoddard who to send my packet to on the committee
• Email Mr. Kerpez about DEC
• Read Chapter on Iran
• Look over Macroeconomics work

I told you my life is hectic. Can't wait until winter break. It'll (mostly) all be over by then. I'm almost sure of it.

uh

Life has never been more confusing, stressful, and complicated. Hopefully it will never be like this again. I have to go through this hell for another quarter. After that, life will be like bliss.

Now I know what my mom meant by saying she would give anything to be bored a couple years ago.